"why do i always get the shorter straw when it comes to love"

i can only think of that sentence right now but theres a billion thoughts running in my mind which im too tired to type down

and i look at all my blogposts
all so sad
and depressing
lol
but seriously my blog is the only place where i can ventilate my thoughts
because twitter is too...idk
and facebook is too...idk
and tellling anyone wont make a difference
idk la idk laaaaaaaaa ergh afhkagoahsfdk

cb la kalau boleh aku nak potong kepala kau, korek otak kau and know what u really think of me so i dont have to keep wondering and wondering and wondering...mentally exhausting you know