hi i spent my weekends with my boyfriend + girlfriends and i tried my best to not think about school and piling homeworks..im so gonna flunk my course urgh i hate myself for causing this to happen. my hair is very shitty right now if u can see can see my wavy hair coming out already + my rambut gugur like no tomorrow. currently i have been gloomy but on the upside,my eczema like getting okay only?? wow my dream come true if my legs are back to normal haishy haishy

ok this is not really in chronological order: pasiris> taufiq's sister chalet> bumped into syabil zizie and friends lugging longboards > MET SONYA(she went pasiris just to look at me and taufiq being all lovey dovey while she was all alone. shivering. in. the. rain. hahaha~~~~~) > MET MY GIRLS!!!(neya sofra ayu) > bumped into lisa sarah jane and their friends (they're very friendly!)....so the town-ers all peng pasiris on saturday,what a coincidence > MET MAHESH CUTIEPIE NAQIB NICK BOXER AND ADIB ERWIN + FA WHO LEFT EARLY,BUMMER 

my imaginary balls were at my throat when fiq parents came.. but in e end....taufiq's mum placed a blanket ON ME when im sleeping and said "kesian dia sejuk" hehehe!!!!!!!! big deal to me ok 

plus baby so sweet to me he carry me all around. carry me to the bed while im sleeping, carry me in the middle of downtown,carry me at chalet (either cos i was tired or the floor slippery) plus i nvr failed to burst out laughing with him,last time i used to think he was boring ...eventho we did fight and he abused my samurai burger to pieces i still love him *kissies and huggies*

okay originally i intended to wear this but then i was like "my face tak kena lah with all this bunga2 on the head" so i ditched the girlish look LOL,took out the flower, changed my top and wore spaghetti strap and off i go~ chalet was fun with baby i spent fri + the whole saturday + sunday morning and afternoon with him and when i reached home i miss him already :-/ now he still sleeping and...im not going to school today nah-uh I LAZY plus..im scared to get screwed by audrey/pearl/cheok need to collect enough guts then can go school. I AM GONNA GET DEBARRED ANYWAY LAH 

1) loose powder 2) foundation = tats all to look like this: 

ok i edit exposure all which means i look fairer by a few tones (sorry lah im not STUNNING without my eyeliner + mascara but i am not that good looking, i average only so if u kutuk me also...its kinda true haha!) but my skin is actually fair when it is in a good mood but usually it is tanned serious2 my skin can change colour one u dont believe ask amira zaidi haha she got say to me before eh u nvr wear makeup u still quite fair ah? <- that was when my skin was feeling happier than usual 

plus i look like a shitfaced man in real life hahaha rejoice ppl i am admitting it-.-" cos that day was not a Good Face Day(i bet ppl who saw me that time would be dissapointed) anddd i wish my butt is like proportionate to my boob size but... just now i looked intently at my butt and its not as small as i think it is..i mean it pops out a little o.O 

he looks scary + big here, like he can beat the lights out of me
and that day my boyfriend (he is not really my bf yet) looks amazingly handsome o.O like seriously idk why he look so fuckable when i look so turn-off-able sia not fair !!! i want both of us to look fuckable at the same time !!

hi my sugarbunnies. i know this is like my 259206829th apologizing for being a bitch on formspring. i am like giving haters more reasons to well, hate on me.
oh yaa and pardon me for being a pussy but i cried watching american idol like seriuzly cos the guy was like so freakin sweet u know. he was engaged to this girl and he wanted to propose to her but she got into an accident. she was paralyzed, had to be on a wheelchair, and suffered brain damage. the guy, he STUCK WITH HER ALL THE WAY. and he said: what kind of guy will i be if i walked out when she needed me the most? now that my friends,is true love. unconditional love, beyond the physical state already. i bet if i was like that nobody would want me.

okay guys guys!! can u like...tell me how u got to know about my blog? i would so like to know pretty please!cos i've been hearing my friends say like "eh my friend reads your blog/my sister reads your blog" and i was like serious?? omg sumpah? and i was like i didnt know ppl still read my shit,and that really spurred me on to keep this blog alive for y'all, xoxo till eternity!!

i am really pissed off with certain people that are walking the face of this planet right now

THE FORMSPRING INVADERS
like i said to one formspringer, formspring used to be a great place before people start spamming questions like chicken or fish? or.. other dumb stuff. at least cook up something more...creative so that i will be more interested in answering it! i mean its okay if it happens a few times from different people. but its the SAME FREAKIN PPL ON ALMOST A DAILY BASIS and i can have like 10 questions ALL BY THEM. and if they personally dedicate the question to me, i dont mind but they spam everyone and its like so fucking boring lah that everyone is answering the same questions. i mean, for me, i created formspring not to get involved in mass answering sessions, might as well i go to a survey website and start answering questions rite?? my formspring is meant for my READERS (which i love and appreciate) i mean,im sorry im just straightforward, oh wait why do i have to apologize for being REAL? at least i have balls to say that i dont like this and i dont like that. if being frank makes me hated then it means u like people with no backbone. i dont mean to step on anyone's toes but this is just what i feel and its a free country, i have opinions and the right to say whats on my mind rite? im not defaming anyone so pls dont sue me <3

"if u're sad, just shuttup" this is e advice that i give myself starting from now because so far whenever i open my mouth, it will only worsen e situation so i learnt to keep my feelings to myself :-)

my right eye is very sore like somebody tear a hole in my eye cos e past few days i keep sleeping with my contact lens so i guess thats the cause of it. the moment i lie down, i too lazy to do anything anymore and then the next thing i know....shut dowwwnnn

i guess im going to take a nap and then finish up my lpd report + journal entries (20 of em) *sighs* and i didnt get an mc for today, i think im gonna get debarred soon i feel so erg..the moment i kena debar is the moment i will quit school. okay i will appeal first and if i still get debarred then imma just..actually i dont even know what to do. i like my course except for the son of a bitch Human Resource subject which i really dont geddit

yesterday met ayu,myrakie and sofra at wdlds then slacked at civic and i talked and talked and talked until my throat hurts seriously it was such an impromptu meet up but it was like the best meet up cos we laughed so much. and 90% of the laughters were caused by....*points to oneself*we're one funny bunch i tell you, my friends and i. ayu keep screaming everytime she sees a rat and we're all like calm yo titz gurl! cos she was seriously hysterical. i love them to bits i cant wait to meet them tomorrow. im super stoked cos i will get to play TWISTER for e first time in MA LIFE

plus they keep saying how retarded my hair looks like but seriously it is retarded, i need to rebond ASAP

i've been eating this the past 2 hours. bread with Nutella and vanilla ice cream, scrumptious!!

so much for sweet couple lol

actually i got abit monobrow then i have to shave hahaha cb rite i know 

i wanna take MC later okay....so yah 

idk whether to go azzura or not -.-" BUT I MISS PARTYING!!!!

and this video is like a long2 time ago i trim the video until the last 3 seconds so i can dedicate it to taufiq 

i feel alone nowadays tho, like 5% neglect-ish feeling.....o.O

and because of stoopid eczema i must wear sweatpants looking thingy with my bikini ergh

oh ya i just realized that i dont look 18...or even 17 without make up and sometimes even with makeup i look 16 which is sometimes a good thing because it means i will age gracefully but a bad thing cos confirm HSA aim me one everytime i smoke outside.cepat 18 cepat lah ya tuhan 

nowadays i usually bun my hair up in a very very high bun because i find it kind of adorable (not me ok,the HAIR) but it ruins my hair like crazy makes it all curly and messed up... i think im gonna fix myself bread and nutella

heart beating like a disco drum

i feel like i wanna get my old hair back, no more centre parting?♥

im late for school have a feeling like im gonna get debarred...urgh

my dad bought one big box of ferreros muahaha teehehe huhuhu

sakit hati die cuma tuhan je tau,
i did my best, i really did

went kite flying today (ok i didnt really fly a kite i just took alot of pictures) and now im home,supposedly i have photoshoot thingy with taufiq tomorrow buuuuttttt i have to cancel it cos i need to finish up projects with my girls. and today my dinner is 2 doughnuts, oreo doughnut and hazelnut topped doughnut..going to take more doughnuts now-.-" my mum always never cook one nowadays alamak then my dad only knows how to fry fry fryyyy then everyday fry burger = i eat burger = later i become....fat :) yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but sometimes my dad also lazy to fry,then everybody lazy, so lazy to buy food also, then my type of person go home late confirm the food finish even if they buy -.-

oh ya i exchanged phones wit baby,but the simcards stayed in their respective phones.... which simply means that im using his simcard and he's using mine. this is called trustability(if there is such a word) i not scared seeee i not scared u know he use my simcard!!! i am a changed woman~~ *thumps chest* tho it does feel abit awkward not having my iphone with me but if i could stand a month without a phone then this is peanuts:) 

okay wait...i feel like eating donutzzz ya i should and i will watch a movie 

GUYZ IF U HAVENT WATCHED EASY A...WATCH IT I GIVE IT 5 STARS OUT OF 4 AND I KNOW THAT DOESNT NUMERICALLY MAKE SENSE BUT IM JUST TRYING TO STRESS ON HOW GOOD THE MOVIE IS AND MY DELIBERATE ATTEMPT IN TYPING IN CAPITAL LETTERS IS ALSO TO CONVINCE U HOW MUCH I LIKE,NO,LOVE THE MOVIE

Electric Feel - MGMT (with lyrics)

i love this song omg

i love love love uuuu

"b kalau i propose u pakai ini rokok u nak kahwin ngn i tak?"

janny: "kau takmo nak merepek"

baby i dont know why today was such an awesome day but i guess it was you:)you make me laugh so hard i think i can form a six pack just from all that laughing o.0 met baby at tampines and we had breakfast in the cutest way. met naqib and mel at ite tamp then off to pasiris then to woodlands,i wish i could spend more time with u, i miss you already :( im sure i love you, im very sure now:) 

mel and adib erwin,they made my day too:)

ok so i forgot to tell you that i personally recommend the movie Dinner With Schmucks because it is DOWNRIGHT HILARIOUS,i laughed like one mental patient seriuzly its so damn funny

hi im going to school now :) 

and.......i feel unwell 

and....... i miss you

take over control

hate on my centre parting ALLLLLLL u want anyway i cant do side parting anymore too long already my fringe so its either u bear with it or continue being miserable with e fact that im such an ugly bitch with centre parting, choice is yoursssssss

ok just now after school i camwhore sia-.- donno where i can muster up the energy cos i didnt sleep since last night you know BUT when i camwhore i forget about everything,its just so...therapeutic and i love it when the shots turn out nice, i think i got a certain condition where i am obsessed with taking pictures cos i can take hundreds at one go but i bet most girls have a knack of doing this too.im not alone (Y)

my friend ask me to find dope girls for him,where to find sia....dope girls as in bukan the kasot SUPRA/RADII COLOUR2 with BAGGY PANTS and BAJU BAGGY but those old school dope, think... air jordan retros, high cut converse, worn out jeans, varsity jacks and snapbacks/fitteds yeah he want that kind of girl HAHA where to find sia in singapura liao 

since im in a sunshine-y mood today due to many pictures taken i should blog a very long post.ok today school was cool evnetho i owe a lot of work and i need to come up with a concept web + create a texture book + journal entries + LPD report + idk what else 

and..........i plan to stay home for my weekends due to e simple reason of piling homeworks.i mean, i look everywhere, everyone seems to be busy studying or doing projects, and im glad that our youth today is not as wasted as what people think we are,good job teens pat urself on your own backs. eventhough we act like wild mofos some of us still can balance studies and all and i salute that seriously 

pardon for any typos im typing like crazy rite now i lazy to proof read my blog post i mean HAHA who the hell proofs read a blog entry, er you do? ok then i mean, i do too but now im too lazy to. hi ppl who read my blog have u added me on fb? dont worry i will so accept you cos i currently accept EVERYONE right now EXCEPT for anyone who has CARS/MOTORBIKES or anyform of vehicle as their profile pic or anything but not their faces, shows that they too pussy or they just dont appreciate the face that god gave them or...they just are a different species of human beings altogether who think that putting inanimate objects or celebrities makes them look cool  

see my blog entry so long what else come2 formspring me i boring lei i want to answer questions 

but usually i wont answer the things like.... "how do u that effect thingy?" i mean... it just doesnt make u exclusive anymore rite? u search so hard for that shit then the person ask then so easily can know then steady bopleh use2 nvr appreciate cos they are not the one who search for it u know what i mean or noooottttt. ok sometimes if i feel very generous or somethin good happened to me on that day then luck is on your side cos i will usually tell me i buy this buy that...how i do this do that.. so it really depends on my mood really. if im really fucked up and someone just bullshitted straight on my head then ofcourse i will be cranky wanky and answer u questions like one queen bitch so yah... i bet the same goes to u guys too. u know me and you, we are alike, we aint so different, me and you. 

aku bbl mcm gini die boleh percaye lagi thats my style of talking,eh hello my dear friend, u still Marina Wonderland Time ah?alamak somebody get this guy some help