my hair still this ugly colour haha sorry for my masai-ness if u guys know why then diam diam saja lah :P and yes my eyebrow very thick hahaha thats why must dye my hair black kalau tak colour lari -.- but now my brows not like that anymore now neater already

i just woke up anyways... i wasted my sunday dammit. sleep from morning wake up at night

these are my real lashes

i love him yes i do

im beat

 419 like my family alr <3
sheesha > ton > home
i bought hair dye already and lenses! 50 down the drain -.- then extensions today....maybe. i tired liaos

The Dream-Rockin that Thang (cover by Sara G)

hmm

somehow black hair is sexier right? i still dunno whether i shall dye totally jet black or deep brown. i scared i will regret if i dye it brown then it will be reddish under the sun URGH I HATE THAT should i dye my hair at a saloon then do treatment there sekali?

i wanna do my eyebrows later with my mum and buy new lens cos i threw mine away yest cos i cried then the contact lens become dry and all. havent even one month yet only 1 week. i keep wasting money on merepek stuff like this.

can i make a cover of this song? i like it so much. but my voice sucks big time

I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach

You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street

I know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you, someone like you

Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice

Someone like me, someone like me

trip? no

from now on guys are a big nono in my life. but im still straight i wont like change into a lesby or smtg its just that i have enough with the opposite sex. seriously. and e guy that im so called 'contacting' anyway i heard he just go for girls body like want to use them like touch and go. nmpk2 pun mmg mcm gitu pun cos my own fren got contact him before but she didnt give him wat he wants la obviously. there is no use contacting him then. MEN.

and there's this other guy fren i go post a heart on his wall then 2 girls go like his rply which is also a heart. then the same girl which liked his reply also posted on his wall with a heart too (in which e guy also replied with a heart) -.- pathetic much??? eh come on u tryna to what?? give me the haha-in-ur-face-bitch-he-also-gave-me-a-heart-too kind of thing? eh hallo hallo.... IM NOT EVEN INTO HIM U FREAKIN SHITBAG so like stop trying to prove something to me when i dont give a rat's ass about it la!!! i gave him a heart means I LIKE HIM? who shoved that KIND OF NOTION UP UR ASS? eh i tell u ah... most hensem guys they think so BIGCHAMPIONFUCK eh come on la ur tricks all already recorded in my Been There Seen That mental notebook. ok screw this seriously im turning my fingers into a death hazard for my keyboard at the rate im typin. i mean why am i writitng down all this bull anyway

ok today is a normal day that ended up in a disaster

anyway im done with the dope stuffs and all i tak suke mutual acquaintances who have e same thing as me ntg against e acquaintances but i just dont like it when they want e same thing. thank god havent wore that varsity jacket or else i will look like a rip off

i know i sound like a total bitch today i just cant- yah seriously i just cant and furthermore my sister has increased my bitch level to greater heights cos she just fucking pinched my boob and it hurts like u will never believe

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Justin Bieber - Somebody To Love Remix ft. Usher

im watching this right now can u believe it o.0 so addictive walan....

yeay tak sabar zouk this fri :> bukan underage okay hehehehe super stoked
oh ya im gonna dye my hair like dark brown or black then go for treatment then after that do extensions lagi!

er o.0

ok so my fever is not getting any better. im left alone at home with my sis and yah... nobody is picking up my calls!!!!!!!! my mum is being such a pain. org suro my fren repair kan iphone tanak tau, mati2 nak kedai anuh. abeh skrg mcmne? LAMBAT. LAMBAT LAMBAT LAMBAT. i got 2 pimples at the middle of my eyebrows.........ultimate grossness. grrrr i miss texting on my phone...o.0

im seriously listening to justin bieber! eh he not that bad u know. 

someone: come on lets go prettyhead
me: oh so only my head la pretty?

thanks

okay tada. this is her hair. and no im not going to shave like this. hahaha i got other plans in my mind. i'll stick with my boring and unshaved hair. sonya mcm cb bile aku online die tk online.

ok ure such a wrong guy to put hopes on really, seriously i think i'd be very hurt by u so yah theres never gonna be such a thing anyway in e first place what am i even thinking about man. u and me? haha....no those words.... its been old on many girls i bet u im not that naive to e point that i will believe but this heart cant seem to follow what e mind tells it to fuck this

got that good2

i dont know what i should be and i dont know what i am now :-) but im fine with it. cos its okay to let ur mind fleet. as long as you dont let it hover for too long. my eyebrows are like bushes right now u can literally live in them but im not gonna do anything until they grow to their full glory then i'll go to my usual fav place to trim them. i dont want to go Nura anymore cos it hurts and i dont like the way they thread my brows.

my mum now so semangat cos she taking advanced diploma-.- then want to hog the comp....-.- waiting for her to buy her dumb laptop so i can hog the comp like the good ol days. anyway my iphone is sent for repair so yah im sorry if u guys find it hard to reach me. my phone will be okay soon.

babi lah my hair like suckshitcockzxpalatootys

bunneh bunneh

im in school now :)

reciprocal

should i relive my girlish period? i feel so not myself... right now. last time i used to be so crazy about bows and pink and juicy couture, more pinks, japanese stuff, hello kitty, glitter, cherries and putting bling2 on everything. spending so much on juicy couture sweats and undies, gahh rindu nye bimbo times k bye

ok my sister's hair is supercool

my sister shaved her sides and it is off the hook!!!! i love it. i wanted to do it too but then im scared i will regret it. i wanna do conrows but then its like common right nowadays grrr okay i dont care im gonna shave my sides WOOHOO TO ME. ok maybe i still need to think about it. what do u guys think? should i shave my sides? i think i shall shave one side only.

ok so u think u all good enough right? well i guess u should get a girl who deserves you. im not the girl for you. im not good enough. im just an ugly short stickwoman so yah :) do you know that u are the main reason why i always have low self esteem. congragulations now you know.

ohmygod im super stoked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! smilesmile

wuhuu

just now got story telling workshop and there is this woman from Okto came to our class and told stories. it was very enlightening and i enjoyed it albeit the fact that i slept...for like 1/4 of the time but still.

while i was having lunch at mac, i told my frens
*eh kalau tanak mcspicy pedas sgt kan, takmu minum air
then i try to act all macho and eat the thing without drinking. then half of the way my ears started to like get all watery and i ended up drinking. i donno why im telling this but this shows how kental i am.

haha u see... i keep going on about how lesbian i am but actually i cant really imagine myself being in a r/s with a woman cos that is just so.... errr. awkward. me and neya have this thing cos we like to cui cui at ppl tetek/ass and like comment2. "eh tetek die baik jugak eh?" "err okay la cume mcm fake gitu" ah like that la not in a horny way like omg i want to breastfuck her or smtg.

is my mind playing tricks on me?

i still can't decide.

ok so..... i just finished creating a facebook account for my mum.
and i just realised that i like being alone. lol i sound like im so deprived of social life.
i mean the hustle and bustle... the commotion.. the short-lived euphoria of being in the midst of e movers and shakers of e "internet world". its getting a bit too stale for me now. after what happened yesterday i realised that even the best of friends cannot be trusted and at the end of the day, only you can help yourself.

*MELTS* 

i love to admire his face while we are otw home from town every weekend. so hensem... i cair. why must u sleep early tayang. its 5.30am now and i keep thinkin bout you. your smile your laugh, when u syg2 me and your sooo kissable lips yg slalu buat i geram and i suke picit2 and mcm nk amek bibir u bawak lari. i dont care what people say baby, you are amazing to my eyes and you will continue to be.

observation

the sweater wasn't that bad actually. i thought it will make me sweat like one mofo but... nehh. yeay just now almost alot of e girls came and i get to see linsa after so damn long <3

me and addy planning to rap together GOSH hahaha me rap. the world's coming to an end.
im practising now while otp wit addy. i sound so kelepeh
hmmm im hungry
anyway just now one chikaro got sound by kiki pfft.....kelakar bodoooooo
kesian pe die kene kepung but then i cannot do anything waaaat, not my hal also but i got help abit ok!!! i just say like: takmu byk org la nanti die intimidated daripade yg lain hahahahaha...mygod...

but seriously kwn makan kwn sia tu kechoh per
hopefully my frens are not like that :')

good. my mum cooked.
this means i can eat.

abeh....

my hair shall be this colour soon.

yesterday shopping at town. got myself pretty tops and a pair of high cuts
today town-ing again! yey isma turun town after so long
oh ya just now she said she dreamt of me and my sis and my sis jumped frm the 25th floor
and she said that i said: "bagos la takde adek at least masih ade aku" something like that
haha...... mind fuck..

i dunno what to wear today i think i shall wear my newlook sweater which will mercilessly make me suffer unconditionally

i shall revise now.
tata

 

okay i swear they are good

you were awesome baby im proud :)

childish

 

k nari takde mood nak post tata
im active in tumblr
yah im gonna be an introvert starting frm now

teach me how to dougie

macam nak bunuh kan ini bunny???? this is my new iphone holder so my iphone gets a cosy place to sleep at night instead of being wedged under my armpit or any undesirable part of my body. i got alot of bunny stuff today. plus i went shopping for clothes and i found this awesome sweater + other stuff in which i will take a picture of myself wearing it soon. but e sweater is like an oven inside i swear......... oh ya im back to wearing my awesome maxi eyes in black cos the gray ones are like giving me attitude right now.

i also got a new iphone casing which is sparkly pink <3 <3 <3 

 i shall name this bunny soon. Cleo sounds nice ok Cleo it is then her full name is Cleo Bun Buns 

 oh ya i also got this pretty mirror with teensy weensy hearts of all colours and patterns

socks + bunny pencil case in which i can only fit in like 1-2 pens cos the space inside very small -.-

oh ya yesterday i went town-ing with addy in search of my air jordans but by the time we went to the place it was CLOSED. babs tols. so we slacked at dhoby ghaut and then thought of watching Buried at cinei but then i forgot to bring my IC cos it was nc16. oh when we ate at kfc addy keep finding fault with the cashier and he was like 'bodoh nyer china woman' bla3 then the woman takle accept then start to bang2 the drawer then addy was like 'eh why u not happy is it?' -.- babi la dekni suka sangat carik pasal dengan china women, his number 1 enemy. then i ask him to carry the tray first and when he went off i said sorry to the china woman then 65-ed to tamp and transferred money for my supreme tee and baby's porter bag. can't wait to for it to be mailed!

ohmygod sonya im like consoling ur broken hearted stalker

 

getting my dream kicks tomorrow and will be placing an order for my supreme tee and addy's porter bag soon <3 school was ok2baby and im soo layzeee to dye my hair so im gonna leave it that colour until i kena sound then i gona dye it ash brown....... or maybe noooooooott 

catch up with isma leezy and ayu just now and we sat at teh tarik and just talked and talked and talked like aunties until my throat was hoarse from all the laughing and babbling. i love u girls. i cant wait to go zouk-ing on 29th with em. other than that no clubs for me. nah-uh.

• eyelash extensions
• more hair extensions
• wadrobe makeover

im famished can i eat a buffalo with 2 elephants as the sides?

 

written by me just now

i wana change my iphone to a godamn blackberry

that shirt is mine and its from a men's line frm cotton on. basically i go cotton on to buy the guys stuff. i like wearing guy clothes. very snuggly and big and all. im sweating like a shemale right now and its killing me i mean... sweating reduces the moisture in ur body and water is like one of the main components of our body mass and im like freakin thin already. im like freakin losing weight thru sweatingT_T

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just now i feel pretty
now i feel downright hideous