this is me right now and im going out soon, my mum is gonna give me only 100,cb

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happy new year's eve

• ppl are confessing to me their feelings towards me
• alot of food in the house
• on e phone now
• now is 6am and i need to wake up at 10am
• countdown at sentosa or scape idk
• i miss my ex but i dont love him anymore

GM stands for Gula Melaka and i typed the Swag On back lettering in script soooo pretty but this one is so leceh to get plus shipping all which cost a bomb zzz

ok so this is a verse..or two..or maybe a whole fucking story

im a mutherfuckin diamond,fresh out the mine,still raw but got that potential shine,thought i got my heart down crack,but one homeboy shone his way back, started way back 4am in the mornin,was a cyber thing so i thought i be yawnin,but damn we be hitting it up, nah still theres nothing yet to hit,cos his heart is still lit with some chick's name or some shit....but i swear imma get my poetic justice,for this heart hurt will cause that nigga malice

i got a simple crush

hi ladies and gentlemen (cos i just got to know that guys read my blog too) ok anywayssss went shopping again yeay!! will continue shopping soon. i shopping bit by bit thats why it extend until 4 days lol and yahhhh good day i had today cos i felt pretty today plus great company

this shall so be my trademark move

yeay outfit for the day 

sumpah keluar dgn dorang best giler pls walaupun kami hanya 3 orang ia seperti keluar bersama 30000 orang bak pesta chingay. ni kalau full strength, thats it ah bugis

tomorrow doing assignment at auntie house then thursday plan2 with the girls about countdown (omg i bet its gonna be a blast) and friday will be shopping for the last time

ok now is nearly 4am in the morning and im gonna go down my block to meet my sister and amira zaidi to lepakzzzz chey minarepzzz keperzzzz. i want to eat macd breakfast la bye muacks

so pretty and blingish, its more to hotpink in real life
i saw it and like, grabbed it like my life depended on it

so yes went town with ayu kiki zize and things fucked up along the way idk what to say anymore, but its not about me lah today nothing happened to me lolz

see the crystal thing reflecting the light*pling pling*

using shitty dad's iphone4 i swear if ur parents wanted to buy an iphone make sure they know technology and all. my dad since just now keep asking me about the apps and how to create a facebook all... wah irritz man...

plus my hair is like.....i dunno what to say i just hate it i dunno what to do with it anymore.ok it looks quite nice here but trust me it was just lucky shots-.- if u see it in its true form..hahaha vomit blood

kay so yah i feel like buying this either pink or white hehehe lawa kan lawa kan

i am officially single.actually i've been single for a number of days now. but today i got my confirmation already.my new year resolution for 2011 is to not have a boyfriend. cos i..keep..getting.. dumped-.- so frustrating

maybe im too difficult for any guy to handle me because trust me im really a bitch when it comes to relationships. i cheat i lie i make the guy feel bad i step on the guy head i give him hopes as high as the sky and then c r u s h it. so yeah, it is my fault if i keep getting dumped with my attitude like this but in the end if i love a guy, i really love him with ALLL MY HEART so its really hard to move on once i got ditched. what irony. to treat a guy really bad and then come crawling to him once he leaves me..keep it up janny

BUT if i WERE to have a bf, firstly, he must be funny. but usually funny guys are ugly. so he must be good looking... and fair..with nice hair and a sense of fashion. no matrep bawah block but i dont want a guy to be so high maintenance until he is even more vain than me. ok no need to be so drop dead gorgeous, just cute

red alert red alert

hi.i know ive been uploading super old pictures but the fact is i havent been out of the house lately, but i've just gotten my iphone repaired so i will camwhore like crazy soon!! and take pictures of other stuff other than my face ofcourse

wah sumpah i getting more boring as the days pass, and my formspring can be question-less for almsost 2 days. i miss the good old days. well tmr waking up early and i am bracing myself for the crazy crowds at town consisting of mainly last min xmas shoppers,procrastinate some more lah-.- but christmas sales usually are of EPIC proportions so i dont care, crowd or no crowd, ure still gonna see my face!!

haha malas siaaa

sorry for not updating,so far nothing much to say but yah i want my above hair colour back omg but not really that light uh i mean i want more to ashy ashy but confirm cannot dpt the colour since my hair is like cockblack-.-

i feel like switching to tumblr

pink and bling

i was cleaning up my dresser and my stuff suddenly seem to look kind of pretty so i decided to take a picture and i told myself ok just one shot and i'll continue cleaning my room but one shot became two shots and two shots became three..and i was so into it that i totally forgot abt cleaning my room and went into noob-but-enthu-photographer mode. well i dont really own that much,just snapping at pink blingy kinda things ok those above are my perfumezz

ice cream cones, my favourite ear studs to wear to sch.i lost the rainbow ones and the hair treatment thing is good too plus it is is pink but now my hair so damaged i wear this also no use zzz

usually i just use my fngers to apply concealer/foundation all so i dont really have alot of brushes mostly i just have brushes for blushers and a few basic one for eyeshadow which i seldom wear. the one with the white handles is like a set of brushes from sasa but i lost a couple of them...typical of me 

eyelash curler and eyebrow plucker + tweezers for armpit hair actually i got two eyebrow plucker one for my armpit and another for my eyerbrows but idk where the other went.. the big fat black shu uemura brush is awesome i am in luv wit it mainly i use it for blusher..bronzer and sometimes powder 

bitch

i got to meet my bff of 3 years today after so many months of not seeing her. the girl above is not my bff its my other bf. lol so yesss had an xmas party at school yesterday. i thought i looked great, well i did look okay in the mirror but in the end i took shit pictures (in which i will not post it here because i seriously look like someone's faeces) its always like that ALWAYS!!!

zzz its like coming to 4am already and i forgot that the guys are having their tokomo thing?my presence there wont really make such a difference. imagine his life being a pizza, consider me the smallest slice with the least amount of toppings. thats how i feel anyway, right now i mean..seriously facebook deserves an oscar you know for Best Relationship Ruiner i mean what was i thinking right?? i mean...HAH to think that one will be commited in a such a volatile stage like this where everything fluctuates like crazy, almost nothing is stable. nothing. i am seriously such a dickhead to think that i have found a plateau among my life's steep rises and deep falls but apparently its just me, mindfucking myself yet again. plus the probability of me going to town buttnaked is higher than the probability of him reading this so im safe

arse

i officially regretted rebonding my fringe
this was my status on fb lol: my mum and me were at her sch and we were walking to the carpark towards our car. it started to rain and she placed tissue...on my head. in public. and i was like.."it doesnt make a difference la ibu" and my mum was like "taruk je pat atas" with a tissue on HER head too. fml
ya so im home now and im reading a book on sociology which is actually quite interesting plus i chanced upon Piaget's theory on the stages of children's cognitive devlopment in that book! 
anyway tomorrow is the tokomo thing which is like electro dance competition thingy at bedok reservoir, idk where exactly. haha im coming down tomorrow to like take a look and all since bf is also participating
i really2 want to go ash blonde>.< my hair is a shitty brown colour, like the colour where u can tell that that person got bleach before, u know the ugly bronze brown. still waiting to graduate..which will approximately take me like 1 more year. but i dont care when i graduate i am so gonna go all out. 

i always fall for your type

hallo i got new favourite phrase. *tweet tweet* hais im so sad.....sometimes i think im not good enuf for bf especially in the state that i am in now, so many penyakit. down in the dumps:( and then just now i was under bf block then got this pretty girl and all the boys that i was sitting with was like damn girllll and i was like... girl fuck off la..-.- but that girl pretty la and looks one of a kind, she shaved the side of her hair and she got tattoo on her arm not the minarep kind but the hot2 dope2 kind of tattoo mcm kat tumblr gitu. so i feel all jealous and all then he was looking at her all and i was like..w.a.l.a.n. i know la look only but still e way he look at her make me feel like so...haish nvm. and at the moment i feel like going up addy house, take his shaver and shave my hair off like that girl lol im just kidding but seriuzly i feel damn down until now. haish sumpah sedih

and yes this is my low self esteem moments...u_u it seriously eats into me sometimes to the point that it can ruin my whole day + i will keep thinking abt it u know i cant help this u know,even i myself cant stand it, how easily affected i am gosh i can be so emo plus wayang and these kind of things urgh i hate it, now i want to cry plszzz

grenade

i love how the bronzer looked on my skin and i miss my old hair omg
oh ya kiki and ayu slept at my house last week lulz bye nak makan chicken wing rice ♥

Imogen Heap - Whatcha say (Afrojack remix) (HQ SOUND) [Partymix 2010]

i always always have this "ahhh bile nk 23rd ni!!" whenever the part at 1:14 starts

yeay school tomorrow!! i ate so much food cos there's a pasar malam near addy's house but im still hungry. and i dont know why ppl keep asking me awkward questions on fs..i mean, who on earth would want to lick my pits........-.-

3 more days to holidays *put.your.hands.up.in.zee.air*

teehee

my favourite phrase for now. just so catchy and sexy. anyway i went to my family clinic just now and the doc told me that i busted my eardrum so its like...i burst my ear drum. like the way a balloon bursts? that i donno. sounds painful and it is painful so yes take care of your ears, don't dig so deep. my eardrum became like that due to an infection so then i asked whats the cause of the infection and the doctor said it just happens. WHATYA MEAN IT JUST HAPPENS??! so its like the infection comes skipping along one day, happens to see my ear and says to itself ok maybe i'll just infect this unlucky bastard! and happily settles down. is that how it is? -.-so i got like, big fat antibiotics + the rest of the meds which costs me 79 bucks...i want to die pls, clinic fee y u so expensive!! plus the doctor said that if this condition persists, i have to undergo surgery for them to like cut my ear open and all... D: or worst case scenario...deafness. i just can't. omg.. i just ...cant. i should like, have a positive outlook. think happy places think happy places.

anyway on a lighter note,

 i swear the whole paragraph of the 'east side girl meet east side boy' thingy was created by me altho the 'ysl fly as hell with them french tips' part was from the G shit song but still...not bad eh? heheheh gotta give it to my boys rite here

ssup

yesterday was Minimal Make Up Day! eyeliner, mascara, a pinch of foundation, and blusher. such a shame that i don't have any mixed blood. so boring to look so typical. anyway town-ed with my one and only linsa and i swear it is so mundane, don't even know why i went town at the first place? i feel like going jurong bird park today, so i got something to talk about during sharing at school on monday. happy not i nvr centre parting? alamak u all want to make me feel so degraded only.

NO ONE WANTS TO WATCH HARRY POTTER WITH ME!!!!!! i am devastated
 nvm i'll just watch it alone today

omg i can't wait for zirca :) gonna give today a miss, happy partying tonight u party animals
 lets do tumblr stuff! 

What is playing in my itunes.

1. hot n fun - pharrell williams feat nelly furtado
2. higher - taio cruz
3. too fake - chiddy bang feat big sean (thanks to addy) 
4. leader of the band - avery storm (sexy song..omg) 
5. love the way you lie part 2 - rihanna feat eminem
6. haterz everywhere - B.o.B
7. pursuit of happiness steve aoki remix - kid Cudi
8. thaya - fly
9. girls like to party - Casely
10. show it - Demarco feat craig  

Do you have siblings? Talk about them, or what it’s like to be an only child

i have 2 siblings, excluding me. i am the oldest of the lot with the 2nd being my sister who is 15 years old but everyone says she looks 18, which simply saying, she looks older than me. i am really close with her but not as close as last time. she doesn't look like me. i have a younger brother who is primary 6. and he looks like one sesat chinese boy when he was young. he is autistic. but i love him alot eventhough he is The World's Greatest Pautokia.

Write 10 facts about yourself.

1. i am gross bcause i dont like to bath (yes, new topic to spam about)
2. i have wavy hair actually 
3. i cry easily 
4. i only loved 2 boys my whole life despite my 40 ex-es
5. i have only shaved my armpit hair once 
6. i like onions in my subway sandwiches
7. i cannot sing
8. i cannot dance (but i can rave so shut up)
9. i cannot draw 
10. my degree is like 600 per eye

usually sweaters have this pattern but not maxi dresses right? and look what i found! maxi dress with flannel pattern :O so pretty. still deciding whether to buy it or not. and i am going to keep my lips sealed!

plus to all my dear (and not so dear) readers, my face shape is a hybrid of oval shape and heart shape... i have a long face but structured cheeks, which makes me oval but i have a forehead that a bit wider than my jaw/chin, which is smaller and more pointed therefore making it heartshaped. usually our faces consists of more than one face shape because while your features tend to make you have a square shaped face, some of your features may have a oval-shape characteristic if you know what i mean.

so therefore... oval shape people suit all kinds of hairstyles including centre parting fringe so therefore i will listen to the experts. i guess you all are not used to my new hairstyle that's why, and who says only celebrities look good with centre parting. i have friends who look great with centre parting and they are not celebrities. it all depends on the facial structure and the features really.

some things are just bull

LPD project. wow i look so studious, errr wow, seriously. oh yes im sorry vera, angy, rhaudah, wan zhen for not doing the card on time. im nervous for tomorrow. pray for me.

hit that

so yeah got the pictures already...enjoy.