Sittin On Tha Toilet

Me Singing "Hurt" by Christina Aguilera

she gave me goosebumps

irritating gif from my video hahaha

Currently Listening: Run The World Beyonce 

if i can have one wish come true, i will wish that i can dance like beyonce or shakira. and i'll be the happiest mothefucker. guys dig chicks who can dance, i can get like whoever the fuck i want la hahaha

today i have counseling at 7pm

other than that nothing on for me 

i got myself a macbook white and nobody wants to collect it -.- maybe i should collect it myself but what if they wants my mum to sign some papers or something.but on the the bright side i can do more videos!:) not that i have a lot of views anyway but never mind i am doing it for self fulfillment. 

part 2

part 2, sorry i didnt post it earlier but i look kinda funny and eyebaggy but nvm i should be used to criticism by now;)
as you can see im lazy to cut off the video at the end hahaha ~.~

i look so fucking ugly in videos

bandeau from Heritage81
love my new hair!!!

awesome fleamarket-ing day today
got a bling bling bed which would arrive on...4th june
its super comfy with a diamante headboard plus black suede cover ouh wee
its time i spoiled myself after such a long time of material deprivation
so mum's getting me a macbook ~stoked~
will take pictures of my hauls soon!!

tiring day

hi right now im syncing iphone and uploading pictures,today basically i got my injection and it doesnt hurt yay i think i prefer triple the amount of injections rather than having to take pills cos they are so bitter and they melt so quickly in my mouth!! doctor said dont put high hopes as the injection "is not magic and eczema cannot be cured although it can be controlled" so it means that i have to stick with it for my whole life,miserable. i will never get married,who the hell wants to get married to Disgusto Legs

cant
wait
for
tomorrow
shopping

it is almost  5am in the morning right now...woke up from my sleep because i think i peed myself a little. just a little. so i went out of the room to get a change of boxers then i realized that my sister forgot to turn off the computer so here i am updating at 4.28am

meet this dumb friend of mine, i am going to tell you things about her that i myself never told her before.. she is very adorable, the way she laughs, it lights up her face and i dont know whether she knows it but sometimes i am jealous of her and how good she looks when she smiles with her teeth (her teeth are extremely white...i dont know whether it is because it is due to her being a non smoker or it is just in the genes) she is one of my true friends and i can really count on her. another friend that i can really trust is anis. i love them both to bits :(

it is very windy and it feels good but then the wind sounds so scary

Josie with Original Song, "Sunshine"

Rolling in the Deep, Adele (Cover by Josie)

see what a beauty she is 

hi to my retard face lol, i prefer the two pictures below 

thanks to Fitri Faizah for the make up and photoshoot

will upload kiki's photos soon

hers is breathtaking

finally a video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! judging from my hair....u can tell its an old video.sorry for being extremely late about this and the fact that it is recorded almost 7 months ago is a total fail but i seriously have no other videos which i find to be worthy of uploading. need to point out a few things:

1) the Miss Sixty mispronunciation...i grimaced at that part...plus my hair stood on its ends. its so embarassing!!

2) how brief and uninformative my descriptions about the products were (i will tell more about the stuff below the video)

3) how bimbotic and shallow i sound at the end

4) how i already change to different products right now 

so...this is a super fail cannot make it video.i hope you would forgive me :( sorry bunnies

ok a few words of caution:

i give very unprofessional opinions

so...dont blame me if it doesnt work for you

Canmake nailpolish

i think they still sell it in a similar shade, it is such a pleasant color and idk whether its in trend or not but since its summer and pastel colours are bright and happy (i mean not much of a difference in sgpore since its hot all year round but still) the colour is like this:

loreal collagen mascara

ok personally to me, its not really the best mascara. i mean its awesome in terms of making your eyelashes have volume but it tends to be a tad too clumpy for me. i prefer mascaras that give length, then i'll put on more layers for volume. because i have short stubby lashes so length is quite a determining factor for me when it comes to buying mascaras. and curling your lashes before and after will ultimately make your eyes pop. 

bodyshop blusher

very very pigmented so dont brush on too much or else you'll look pikachu-ish. but its good cos it lasts quite long due to the concentrated pigmentation plus the color shows up easily. dont really favour the how it looks on my skin too as it is more of a red undertone.. it looks a bit harsh on my skin, which is yellowish/fair/idk i usually go for blushes with pink/coral undertones. 

she uemura brush

excellent brush nuff said

picks up blushes and powders/bronzers well 

more to setting your whole look rather than the application itself

like i usually use it after i use a blusher brush. 

blend it around or something to make it more...natural looking la

miss sixty perfume 

kinda musky heavy smell more to..sexy rather than girly 

dont use too much,quite overpowering 

i prefer my vera wang floral princess

lispticks

revlon soft nude - i was crazy about this shade, used it almost every time i go out. beautiful nude colour. pinkish nude salmon-like colour i think 

body shop lipstick - my mum likes it. i dont 

za lipstick - usually use it with another lip colour..it gives a glossy pink finish

redken velvet whip

i usually use it before i straighten my hair and sometimes when i sleep. it smells awesome, like seriously orgasmically awesome.. makes my hair softer and protects it from the heat of the straightener 

anyone has any rooms available for rent?
please pm me at my facebook acc
or formspring me
thank you xx

haha lol at above picture so semangat to dress up last time..

nowadays been so masai ergh hate my condition now 

ok....i got a lil somethin something for you

this was taken an hour ago,boyfriend currently at my house. it irks me how he can look all handsome and shit even when he is sleeping, bitch. i like to lie down beside him and just look at his face..being all peaceful and stuff. and i mean this in the most non-creepiest of ways. i just like to take in it all in when he is asleep, the way his eyelashes curl so nicely and his jawline is so defined. ok fine maybe you dont really see him the way i see him but you know... when you love someone everything about them is beautiful

gonna smoke now
tata xx

Jason Derulo - Don't Wanna Go Home (Official Video)

T. Mills - Shes Got A.

bitch clearly thinks im lying

why the hell would i lie about the no. of my followers its just 600 not 6000 

ok u can see the people i stalk muahahahaha

im not as fair like this in real life so don't worry your self esteem is going nowhere LOL kinda miss having dark hair, i mean God is all-knowing...as much as we dye our hair this colour that colour we still look the best with our natural hair. but im still going to dye my hair ash brown though muahaha and eventually i will get sick of it then i'll go back to black

currently squeezing out whats left of my brain juice for report
see la procrastinate like one mofo

photoshoot was awesome yesterday
didn't take a lot of pictures tho
as usual, the beautiful kiki outshined me by a mile
its okay at least i dont look horrible there hahaha
going counseling now
bye love you all

photoshoot with sarah jane fitri and kiki today. i'll bet ya'll a million j.co oreology donuts that i would have the most fucktard face.... ok recently my mum's been into healthy eating and lifestyle so i have to force down a plate of white rice mixed with brown rice yesterday just to make her happy.

so when i wake up this morning i expect her to be like..back to the fuck-health-let's-eat-whatever-the-fuck-we-want but when i opened the rice cooker, still brown rice. so i scooped it all out and cooked my own pot of pure...fragrant..white rice and only white rice.

idk what to wear
i've like worn all my clothes to death
this sucks balls

i am not in a good mood today
i need money
i fucking need money

have i told u guys im quitting school?
and have i told u guys that i have no plan whatsoever after quitting school?
ok i do have a plan but idk whether it would work out or not
because you see, im gonna retake my Os
and apply for poly
wish me luck in passing maths
lol

how can i get from being smart ...
to being this useless person
i am ashamed of myself
i cant go back to bishan anymore
im through with disappointing people there
maybe i'll just go to a new place and disappoint new people

its a funny thing
how i could not bring this up orally to you
in the form of speech itself
because these kind of words
i have weaved them so delicately
almost poetic even
through the written hand
but once the human mouth speaks of it
it immediately becomes tainted
ugly
it twists its way in such a manner
that it turns out to be an alibi
for something that doesn't even exist
i created a sneaky little parasite
manifesting behind words that were once so truthful
maybe words take a life of their own when we speak
deciding their own fate
or our tongues are not physically able
to express such sense of emotion
they can only twist and turn so much
it comes out so wrong

Everything in all its nothingness
Durrah Nurul Jannah

sometimes i feel this sense of loathe boiling inside of me

slowly seeping its way

throughout every fiber of my body

sometimes i despise you so much

it makes me feel bile in my throat

maybe this is how disappointment tastes like

sometimes my heart pounds so fast

and all i hear in my ears is white noise

and pure anger

i like Canmake lashes,been a fan of their falsies for like...a year
bought this for like $9.90

Omarion - Ice Box

dear baby, i hope you enjoyed your belated birthday celebration as much as i do. i loved every single bit of our day together. i can imagine myself going far with you, and i have never been this sure about any of my relationships before. i've never felt this way with anyone, so secure and safe like i KNOW i would be happy with you for a long looong time (my gut feeling is always right) this is my first rs that went beyond 6 months and i am glad that it is with you baby. i love you.

haha look at the way i look at taufiq, like im so fucking in love with him..oh wait.. i AM so fucking in love with him

camwhoring with Ginvera BB cream  :) 

worth the buy. $20 for dewy glowy fair skin, nice smell too unlike other bb creams 

everyone has their own bitch buddy now.
and im like... where do i belong? ._.
maybe i should just hang around and be the neutral person

you're insecure, because right now i am the only option for you
and if you were to leave me you'll be left with nothing
so you're waiting for the right time, to catch the right girl
and then you'll let me go
is that your game plan?
then im all up for it
because i am seasoned to all this now
hurts? yes. but i am already expecting the worst
it is never a win-win situation when it comes to love

SKRILLEX - Kill EVERYBODY

fucking in love with this

i don't blame you.

if i were you, i wouldn't choose me either. 

i told you before so many times that you deserve better and you keep denying

I'm glad that you realize after all this while.

i just wish you could see how much i love you

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