hello mello marshmellow

hello harlo biscuit and jelloooo. i just finished my ishak prayers. i did it on my own will. im so proud of myself omg. eventhough i forgot what to say during rukuk and sujud...and also tahiyat awal and akhir..so embarassing. i think im going to google them later. haha. i would like to thank The Book Of Eli for this sudden decision to pray. haha i know like...a movie? u got to be shittin me rite. but seriously, yeah.

it made me rethink my life in a way. i didn't know a movie could change me this much spiritually but then, it did. though the movie was about the Bible and spreading the faith about christianity and all, i wasn't really influenced with their religion but it made me think about my own. it made me think that faith...is everything. if you have nothing, no one, you always have God, and for me, Allah, because Allah will never leave your side.

oh ya i am deactivating my facebook account. i am going school tomorrow. i know you miss me right ICB....:> 

whats with ppl hatin?

my sister is watching The Book Of Eli. i watched it yesterday. i swear its awesome and my eyes were glued to the screen. to stress on the awesome-ness of the movie, i was willing to scan back the movie cos i didn't catch just one sentence that denzel washington (the actor) said. up next is Shutter Island pls. oh ya my asthma came back to haunt me. sleeping was a nightmare last night, i think i nearly coughed my lungs out..it was so painful. going clinic today. i miss school, i miss my classmates! can't believe im saying this but seriously im starting to like my course.

old video and as per normal me with my i hate this and i hate that...story of my life. so yah just came home and i feel so sick... want to buy HL milk downstairs then after that can cut the carton in two to make my box puppet. somehow im excited to create my fish puppet zomgxx

azzura so boring i nearly killed myself back there, house is so not my thing. next time got any dj spin house i'll be like 50000km away from there. so boringsh-ish-ish

ibu cook ayam masak merah or something like that..favourite!!!!!!

this was at 3am in the morning, 2 days ago. we need to make maths activity kits for children of age 5-6. our theme is on shapes. i am so glad me, su and wan zhen managed to pull this off. su and me did like most of the work cos anis was sick and ezekiel was like...nvm about him.

okay gonna get ready. meeting su at 4-5pm. im sorry i did not answer your questions pertaining to the flea market. its at bugis. so i'll be there today! then after that going azzura....again-.- in which idk if im really going or not but since its free that might as well go. addy don't allow me to go st james on monday. sian, super sian....must psycho him that i won't dance with other guys. the last few events that i went, where got i dance with any guy right?? anyway i very the tak laku cos only one guy ask me to dance with him at azzura and i said.. No Thanks. come on, give me a pat on the back for my ability to say No! 

plus i just got to know that this guy used to have a mega crush over me. and nobody told me about it! and such an unexpected person. korang2 nyer clan jugak~ and after i patched back with addy then i got to know. and rian was like.. kau sial eh...die dah sukekan kau, kau buat gitu. omg how i know that he liked me since nobody told me? ok the person himself got tell me but he got this reputation of being a 'womanizer' so i thought he just wanted to make use of me turns out that he genuinely liked me. oh well, its the past and he has moved on apparently lol

Swedish House Mafia - One (Your Name) [feat. Pharrell]

the instrument thingy...so cool

hi i just want to share you ppl that me and my girlz gave nicknames to:-

girl rumput - this girl stare at us like she owns the sch. rambut da mcm rumput. when she tie her hair, its like only a bit2 like fuzzy2 like that..ah u know wat i mean rite? go fix your hair first laaa want to act jambu only. jamban lagi ada ah

girl pikachu - her blusher ah.. like she use her mother lipstick the red colour then go tenyeh2 it at her cheeks. her skin so dark then the blusher stand out like two spotlight...stoopid girl this one also give us death stare. nvr die before ahhh??-.-

johnny bravo - this girl aka guy (we dunno she trying to be which gender) the hair very 60's. like johnny bravo la. i like, so stylo milo

pantat sekilo - step hot. fullstop. and so mcm fhm wanna act all gangster but actually nothing

so far in my school all ok2 baby but some eh...prangai so irritz!! tau tengok je, tau stare aje. bile nk sindir wait for me to walk quite far baru nak sindir. omg grow up la pls. hahaha loserz. if they were to like, say it in my face i will like go "heh, low class minahs..." for what right fight2 all this? want to settle the minarep way, so childish, settle like grown ups la, talk to me, face me FACE MOI :-) i dont like to fight, the only ppl i like to fight with is those who puki gatal with anyone im contacting/with. thats all. i very possesive okay. but now no use fighting over guys, better guys fight over me right? er no? oh ok :( but other than that so far i do my own thing, go with my own flow~ ok done? ok now we is going to smash da boobiezzzzz~~~

u guys wanna hate? hate ooonnnn :-D and all im gonna do is delete! muahaha ha ha ha

now im going to eat cereal and get ready for school. occupied for friday, saturday AND sunday. i need to be extra nicey nice to my mum so i can get moolah$$$ for the flea market this weekend.

korang maintain ah nk jadi irritz pat formspring. question2 ke apape ke lanchiao pasal what i wear to azzura will be deleted. sesiape yg berniat baik, thanks ah but seriously no thanks. some of u ppl have gone over e limit..yes i can be nice but not about this. carik kemarahan org je. satu je ah aku mintak. takmu irritating. 

anyways i need to do my powerpoint slide for my human resource management project. so yah haters gonna hate but i love you all. bye2 will update soon muackz

rave la korang smpai mati 

omg i was drunk this time and i can't shut up

how was your friday nite? :-) mine was awesome.. my saturday was awesome, slept over at linsa house, met yat and ali in the wee hours of the morning. on sunday, did project with su. its 7 in the morning now waiting for my mum to get ready. my hair is not done yet, shit gotta go now i love you all xx for the girls and oo for the guys

glitter

glitter gurshlz going to rock the party tomorrow<3 sorry i look retarded

omg

omg omg i just found the most awesomest place for the most FUCKING FINE PLATFORMS
AND
IM
LIKE
SUPER
STOKEDDDDD!!!

Miu Miu inspired sparrow print pumps

got the bling2 version somemore!!!

ibu you are so getting me this i don't care

so fucking pretty i can cry and shit and die and omg 

or maybe im getting like leopard print platforms but that is like very mainstream topshop...hmmm im kind of mentally planning right now cos the other shoes in e catalogue are all so gorgeous

and this i shall not tell you where but if you know then thumbs up!!!

u see right through me

update: can you believe it??? i was fine with my lenses but then i. lost. them. i freakin lost them!!! always seem to have a problem with contact lenses. ok i will so buy GEO lenses soon ok wait i want to shitzzz...hi im back. and so as i was saying....i will only like, go clubbing only after i bought my lenses

ok im abit jealous that neya danny erica and idk who else going st james but the thought of going with specs is....just totally not right and loser-istic-ish ish ish ish.

i just realized from these pictures how scarily thin i am. never expected myself to be this thin omg. tu la janny buat kerje merepek lagi pls grrr... hmm so yes this was on saturday and i enjoyed my weekend :-) i didn't spend so much this month in fact i didn't even buy anything but im eyeing some stuff...

gosh i look like i blend with all e other girls with black hair.... wouldn't it be great if i was a natural blonde? dont worry janny after u graduate i will make sure that your hair will be full blown ash blonde from the root to the tip! if ash is still the in colour next 2 years which i highly doubt so it will still be. hmm my treatment is due next week! which i still haven't got the guts to ask for money from my mum...yet.

oh ya im going to eat prata now ibu buy for me..
my dad opened the letterbox just now and he saw the warning letter from sch about me skipping classes. then my parents were like if u keep skipping might as well quit kind of thing. ok let me get this clear.... i skip classes cos i feel so lazy to go to school if im late for it. so yah in the end i won't go sch. but im seriously trying to pull up my socks and attend sch everyday... btw i want to find a part time job, any recommendations?

why am i so thin?

omg i just had a nasty fight with addy its just so...messed up i hate it :(

which one nicer? the pink one or the brown one? i scared the pink one will look so...unnatural and tacky. but it looks kinda nice cos its not TOO pink. but the brown one looks natural + pretty... and don't ask me where to buy this pls

ton again at swamp...grr getting sick of swamp seriously. just woke up and i ate coca cola gummy strips. now in the mood for kissing lulz

i dont know where i belong. er im like a leaf in the wind you know wherever it blows, i follow. i don't belong to any clan and i can come and go whenever i want

plus i dont like kwn yg mkn kwn and itu lah yang paling aku benci dan paling against...cap kepalabutz tol gy mati ah

perfect nightmare

 jeez lookin at old pics really makes me miss my old hair + colour eh pls dont do this to me..really tormenting ya know.but for sch mah so must dye black but i dye it willingly, trying my best to not look like teepickle meenahz

so today town-ed with my gals ika and su <3 then at nitght scape with da usuals

and seriously i got omg moment of e day, like so the omg

anyway there is so much bull happening nowadays, sometimes silence is the better option eventho it eats u inside

life, *shrugs*

what to wear

 omg why must u be so beautiful, pubic hair and all

going out today, i guess im wearing a tanktop with jeans yeay to originality

old video i dont even know why im posting it
haha trust me i am no professional

this was during fasting month and the guy in green is not my brother thats my sister's boyfriend

Kids React to Viral Videos #2

Club Can't Handle Me (Indian Style)

actually i didnt really laugh watching the video alone. but when i read the comments i swear i burst out laughing, the comments so damn funny but this guy is awesome i mean come on man not many ppl have the balls to post something like this omg sumpah kelakar

powerthema

i blurred it out psl muke mcm sial mintak kene penampar

hi my telinga sebelah pekak and suspect ade internal bleeding. baik ah gni mcm saye suke-.- i bought the normal transparent lens cos i realize i keep wasting money buying contact lens every one week cos i keep throwing them due to them being so fucking irritating...so soft contact lens until my eyes tak prangai lagi. anyway.... i am lacking of social life nowadays but thats okay im enjoying sch tho.. but still i miss dressing up. i miss dressing up so much until yest i wore wedge heels just to lepak at tamp cos i rindu pakai pakai lawa2 grrr. i ate lemon chicken cutlet rice for lunch just now so setim ooohhh dear god~~~

hmm

yeay to very little make up

im off to sch now but i feel like sleeping zzzzzzzz