i cant even remember the last time i did a proper post here. and i dont even want to remember. because its not worth remembering. i guess i never really blogged because i just kinda lost it you know. lost the momentum, lost the inspiration, lost the interest? i dont know? but i just lost it along the way. i dont know what made me start picking up the old blogging habit, and i dont know whether i will do it as consistently as last time but right now, my fingers are already dancing on the keyboard so i guess there's no turning back.
a lot has changed ever since the last post here. and by alot i mean...alot.
what i can be very sure of now is that i am much happier. so very much happier. you know how people say "good things come to those who wait"?
more like "good things come to those who experience a whole load of bullshit and heartbreaks that ache like death itself"
anway,
i've tried being the bigger man and forgive the people who have hurt me before, you know forgive them even if they are not sorry. but i am just not that nice. i relish the thought of them suffering from karmic retribution. i notice a pattern you see, every time after a guy dumps me, they are either single for like 4ever or like, miserable 4ever. and that makes me ridiculously happy. And in these kind of cases, i dont think it is sadistic to be enjoy other people's misfortunes. for all i know, I think it is actually encouraged. think of it as a little 'pick-me-up' after all that shit you've been through. i am fine with being the baddie for now because technically, they are the baddies first before i was. and what the hell? im not even a baddie because i didn't even physically do anything to even hurt them in the first place so...............yeah they deserve it idgaf
that is all for now
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