photoshoot with sarah jane fitri and kiki today. i'll bet ya'll a million j.co oreology donuts that i would have the most fucktard face.... ok recently my mum's been into healthy eating and lifestyle so i have to force down a plate of white rice mixed with brown rice yesterday just to make her happy.

so when i wake up this morning i expect her to be like..back to the fuck-health-let's-eat-whatever-the-fuck-we-want but when i opened the rice cooker, still brown rice. so i scooped it all out and cooked my own pot of pure...fragrant..white rice and only white rice.

idk what to wear
i've like worn all my clothes to death
this sucks balls

i am not in a good mood today
i need money
i fucking need money

have i told u guys im quitting school?
and have i told u guys that i have no plan whatsoever after quitting school?
ok i do have a plan but idk whether it would work out or not
because you see, im gonna retake my Os
and apply for poly
wish me luck in passing maths
lol

how can i get from being smart ...
to being this useless person
i am ashamed of myself
i cant go back to bishan anymore
im through with disappointing people there
maybe i'll just go to a new place and disappoint new people