its been a one month wait and finally baby's fatlace x illest shirt arrive!!! he still dont want to go and take e package.im all excited since its super nice and plus they dont sell it anymore at the website i just checked

tmr gonna be an awesome day eventho we just fought (mcm biasa jugak) planning for chocolate fondue-ing + dinner and spend the night together. omg omg omg i just remembered the perfect spot to catch fireworks. SUPER STOKED!!eventho my hair gonna be like shit for that day since i got posessed by my evil alter ego who made me cut my extensions + 2-5 cm of my OWN hair. i dont even know what the hell i was thinking. ergh

Billionaire Boys from Jai Krish on Vimeo.

i guess.....he's gonna leave me soon

muka da macam taik mulut pun mcm taik. ni ah sutkia yang tak reti budi. kimak nak jadi penembak pun BUSOK punya penembak. kau mati pun bagus ah takpaya susahkan sesiapa pat dunia ni

like ugly as shit scene kid wannabe hahaha with the straightass hair

okay i've been bloghopping just now and i notice that..i am such. a. bitchy. blogger. which makes me feel kind of rotten. some are just so nice, so classy..and they treat haterz with grace which i can never ever do since i am a person of high temperament level and..born bitchy by nature. i am judgemental and conceited but that doesnt make me a bad person cos...i have good stuff abt me too..like.. i like cats. nice people like cats.

ok so for e slumber party it was fun ofcourse, my memory of the thing abit cloudy already..but i knew we did have a pillowfight,manicure session,gossiping session,MeanGirls2 session + another movie which i forgot and...stuff our faces with food session

so apparently i was low self esteem-ing in discreetion during the sleepover cos i felt so dickfaced among all my luvly girls but nvm that :)

MANFACE

sometimes i think im pretty and sometimes(most of e times) i think im just an ugly mofo but that doesnt mean other ppl can call me ugly. ok that sounds so...conceited but seriously cos i know im not ugly(and u know that too its just that u are in self denial and that ur vision is too clouded by ur overwhelming sense of hatred towards me)  

ok 4 days of not meeting him makes me depressed.i dont care already,must quit work,so i can meet my baby
my sister says im getting uglier nowadays,true dat true dat
1) double treatment scalp + hair
2) buy a more reliable straightener/or maybe go for rebond
3) get freakin extensions (its been so long since i nvr wear extensions)
all of this will cost me around $400/+++
and then make up..
Benefit lip tint. revlon/dior mascara and what else...oh yeah sephora face palatte and canmake eyeliner
this would then cost me.....around $200 (cheaper alternatives would cost me ard $100)
so i had to let go of clothes for this month FML

sometimes i would be ashamed of my eczema whenever i wear shorts around taufiq but then he never failed to make my heart all mushy.. *flashback*

janny- b i lapar
taufiq - ok i amekkan u tomyam
*he goes out of his room*
*comes back later with a small bowl*
janny - itu bukan tomyam (then i look carefully) dont tell me its air garam!!! *GROANING*
taufiq - b...u nak baik tanak?
janny - tapi nanti pedih :( dan i malu :(
taufiq - ape i kisah!
then he start to take tissue and dip into the salt water and rub it on my fugly as fuck legs
and he did it with such love and gentleness in his eyes i feel like dying..or marrying him or something
and whenever i feel cranky cos he has this habit of replying my long msges with one sentence.. i will remind myself on how caring + awesome-ish he is whenever i meet him face to face and then im like.. the thing is,whats the use of having a boyfriend who text u essays of sweet mushy stuff but in real life doesnt live up to his words? might as well have a man of few words but treats u like royalty whenever u meet him <3

if he can accept me, ugly legs and all then i should learn to accept that he is just not the wordy kind of guy and sooner or later i'd grow accustomed to it,afterall we are gonna get married so texting will be out of the question once we live in the same house.......CHEY omg shut up jan

 today i tied a ribbon around my bun and i felt so girly at work hahaha 

but then it rained so i had to wear a poncho + cap which ruined my pretty ribbon. dont mind the fugly nail colour choice cos i was working at a place full of flowers and i thought it'll be cute to paint my nails green and be all "clean and green"

1st day at work, I WORKING LAH SEY alamak so siageh >.< long time nvr work already hehehe *HAPPEH GOOBER* i working as part of the staff for e sentosa flowers festival,this is temporary only ah like for 10 days. we rotate jobs - today i work as crowd control thingy then i must shout alot but its fun seriously,can scold the bangla all. but some tourists deserve a kick in their genitals cos they give attitude like they own the damn place. this one auntie called me a stupid idiot for blocking her camera,she's not even allowed to take picture there.so i just said sorry and walked away...like girl_kental_till_eternity oh ya i like my uniform XS ok very fitting unlike other uniform so big makes me look like..im drowning in the shirt

ok lah i think i better tuck in,coming to 4.30am already aiyo
and i think im gonna spend all my pay on my hair

told ya my hair is out of control >.< 

OH YA DID I TELL U GUYS ME AND MY GIRLS HAD A SLEEPOVER AT LINSA HOUSE 2 DAYS AGO? I DIDNT? OKAY NOW IM TELLING YOU AND IT WAS OFF.THE.HOOK,IT WAS AWESOME. i'll upload the pictures once they're up on facebook ily all xoxo 

i know you love ma mammah

Chris Brown Breezy Art Style (Webisode 5)