i don't fit in this lifestyle,seriously. people all around me were drunk as hell and having the time of their lives and i was like..the only sober bloke wondering what the fuck is going on around here

im fine with not having a best friend,yes really i can handle being on my own. as long as i have a few outings once in a while, with close friends. i cant handle the commitment of having a best friend. i find it very hypocritical that once u have a boyfriend,ur best friend apparently takes a back seat, the best friend that you swear to stick to forever? so that's why...i don't have a best friend. and i don't intend to have one. and if i were to choose a best friend, i will choose mine from outside of the town clan because town kids cannot be trusted. i don't trust anyone. and even if i trust some, i don't trust them with all i have. because i know we bitch a lot and about everyone, about our old friends, our new friends, people who we are nice to but secretly hate? and i won't be surprised if they bitch about me before, in fact it's not about being two faced anymore.. its about having many faces. even i dont trust myself sometimes