should i make my hair like this back again? 2 choices in my head:

• bangs 
• wait until my fringe long make centre parting 

 then for the colour, i miss this hair colour so much
but it looks so minah ish but on the other hand it looks so japanese kawaii-ness rightttt
or should i just stick to dark brown hair? o.0

i found out another reason for other people to hate. because they are ugly and they just can't stand pretty people sharing their prettiness with everyone.

okay i met baby in the morning and we watched Saw 5 and ate fishball noodles together haha theyre so fucking nice its just so......erotic. in a food kind of way.ok tomorrow tyga and moi going town like the YPs we are ha...ha..ha and if my girls wont be there i dont know what to say 

absent frm school for a week now, damn. but despite absence i have to say my anecdotal report was quite badass seeing that i completed it in a night. im sorry sofra i couldnt celebrate your birthday today, i came home and immediately knock out :/ tomorrow ok cupcake

the problem with me right now is that i just,oh nvm 

its just that this situation right now is complex. so complex, it is beyond my comprehension really, i just couldnt pinpoint what i exactly want, its like my heart is thrashed about by fickle minded waves of emotion. sometimes i feel content yet sometimes i feel like there is a void somewhere deep inside, eventhough intangible, it still affects me in such a way that its almost concrete in a sense of how it is pulling me down. the feeling is like a sinking sensation, all gloomy, gloppy, slime-like and dark purple-ish in colour

ok actually im being melodramatic but seriously i feel this way sometimes, u know i miss feeling all light and bouncy and happy. like i have invisible balloons tied all over my hands and feet and im floating with half naked cupids shooting arrows of love all around me. u know...that kind of thing. and i know what gives me that kind of feeling. there is only one thing that gives me that feeling and by not feeling this feeling, it only means one thing for sure. and the truth dissapoints me. 

loving this guy to bits 

doing my assignment right now, my sissy buy rokok, now got mood already(Y) now is 3 am in the morning 3rd day of not sleeping at night liao...i want kentotz poot poot

i am starting on this book right now. 

just finished reading The Miracle Stealer by Neil Connelly

i have nothing much to blog about today,

• i woke up late 
• didn't go to school
• finished a book
• had hotdogs and chicken for lunch
• going to the clinic today
• and getting hooked on marlboro fresh mint 

yesterday what happened..............

• dropped my phone in the sink
• went temasek polytechnic
• went to the library 

i am pretty much a mundane person nowadays *shrugs shoulders* 

and i want to start reading more books my english is getting rusty gotta oil it up with more vocab
my perfumes are running out... im getting my hands on Lola by Marc Jacobs they say it smells like heaven, which in other words smell like me.....geddit? jannah means Heaven o.0
the police called saying they have my lost bag but my dumbass of a sister didnt take down the address properly FML

G'ed up and ready to go
ok i scared liao my assignment havent finish plus 3 days MIA from sch...i want a future man but i am such a lazyass person. and i realized that being dumped is not such a bad thing afterall cos if that person didnt ditch me, i wouldnt have found you:') guess what people say is true, bad experiences are like... a mask behind all the good things waiting to happen. you know, theres always a silver lining behind a gray cloud or something like that OMGGG i.need.ciggy. i dont care red or not i just want to inhale some nicotine and burn my lungs black i dont care. taufiq wants us to quit, i mean US as in me and him...i dont think i could quit liao

okay i officially regreted dyeing my hair cos there is no difference, it only made my hair look more minah-ish my goddddd means i have to dye AGAIN to make me not look like one of those mahjong aunties. but seriuzly i look like shit cos my hair looks like shit I MISS THE GOOD OL HAIR DAYS like below:-

why are u so nice last time why u so fucked up now?!i hate my hair now so ewwy and it is dropping like nobody's business. i was combing my hair just now and i combed out like one bunch of hair. wow.

and seriously some of my formspring questions sho tiut-esh COME ON LA MY BOOBS ARE BIG FOR MY PETITE SIZE WHY U GUYS STILL CANT GET OVER THE FACT AND BELIEVE IT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD and i dont wear push up ergh

ok edely told me that my hair looked brown..just brown. ok which means its not as bad as i think o.0

hmm i was looking at people's albums at facebook. one particular album where they go clubbing. i have taken pictures WHILE going to clubs but never taken any picture of myself while IN the club itself. it will be awkward right...all colourful lights suddenly one bright white flash at your direction. ok nvm about that i just noticed that they will be people who go to clubs that fall in there categories:-

The I Must And Will Touch guy - the guy who die2 want to touch and grope anyone he dances with

The I Am All Yours girl - the girl who will have a zillion guys around her, touching and grinding her and she won't mind? usually she will be drunk or...just slutty

The Fucker Who Spoils Everything - the guy who would firestart a fight and his friend will tell his friend who tells his friends who tells his other friends and the whoooooleeeeee bunch will go find some guy and all the gang stuff will start and it will spoil everyone's mood

The Guys From With Aerobic Membership - the whole group who will follow one certain person and rave the same thing which really looks like they're doing a workout (in which i am guilty of doing)

 The Podium Hoggers - which everyone is guilty of

The Hot Guy - who will never notice me

The I Am So Cool Cos I Have Lightsticks guy - who will do all these tecktonic moves and flap his arms around with his silly lightsticks...and still thinks that he is so badass. and they usually come from one racial group which i will not tell here cos that is racist but seriously if u go to clubs you will so know who i am talking about cos its so obvious

The I Came Here As A Decoration guy - who will just stand there. and thats all he does.

swag on never swag off  

okay hi i love 2011 yeay

kau maintain ah perangai kau mcm gini yang suke buat hati aku burning ok taufiq......-.-

lu ada hal pah? o.0 (pariah eyebrows)

wah without makeup i seriously look like one primary school kid sia. but its good means got tat babyface..hahahaha!!!! *cricket sounds* ok now 3am in the morning i yesterday and today never had proper sleep sia cb. today i scared to say that i meeting taufiq cos later he p a i t a u :/ i miss him like crazy but he dunno. i bet he nvr ever reads stuff here hahahahahahahaha bye 

okay i want to wash my hair dye off ready. prepare for rambut to be like bulu konek \m/

wtf last time my formspring everday loaded sia with questions,my blog not appealing already ah? tutup blog ah gini mcm. like boring only, i membebel alone here nobody care. last time u all like to read my blog what how come now dont like to read anymore. what i boring already izzit?? then u all nvr give me support how to be exciting?! :'( 

 hi guys today was my first day of school, i mean after 2-3 weeks of holiday that is.. and yes i have like assignments that are not completed yet and my asshole is on fire cos i just finished shitting.

ok im gonna dye my hair again..Revlon Colorsilk in 115 Natural Brown DAMAGE MY HAIR FOR THE 32590209286TH TIME!!!!!!! MUAHAHAA

ok i must not sleep until i finish this fucking observation report..cb...tired sial ah fuck ah sleep ah sleep ah
aiya my rashes itching like crazy. b boring ah kalau kau takde -.- takde orang nak mara bile i garuk rashes

i spent my whole friday + saturday morning, from the moment i wake up to the moment i close my eyes with this boy right here. actually a majority of my week is spent with him. its such an amazing thing you know, to be able to find someone who i can be so comfortable with, who knows how to treat me right. we have such great chemistry, which makes everything else fall in place so easily. i love spending time with you. i guess 2011 is gonna be a the dalam-diam-diam kind of year you know where u thought its all gonna suck and shit but suddenly one person changed my whole outlook of this new year. i look forward to getting to know you more better,and i wont make the same mistakes that jeopardised my other relationships in the past. i know my 2 big big boo boos 1) jump into a serious courtship too quickly 2) take their fidelity (loyalty) for granted. i know its a tough moment for you right now and i feel so fucking guilty.but pls remember that i will always always alwaayyyss be here for you like you were always there for me. okay?