lesson learnt: when a guy sleeps, let them sleep. cos if you wake him up prepare to meet Mr Crankier Than A PMS-ing Bitch.that was what i experienced today. i was waking him up cos i wanted to go home and he was like give me 10 more mins...then he was like give me another 30 mins..and in the end,obviously he didnt really wake up. its more like: open eyes, talk in a groggy way, eyes half-open and then back to sleep. so in the end i walked to the bus stop alone. but i dont care cos i was blasting Nipsey Hussle in my ears and surely i looked badass and not pathetic - right? no?

yesterday went scape and........i got my samurai burger and i swear he looks hot that day in the long sleeved shirt IN WHICH HE CHANGED AND WORE A TEE INSTEAD. my "boyfriend" that is*who is not really yet my boyfriend* come to think of it,i prefer us being this way, not in a relationship but still treating each other like we're in one. i think this whole status thing actually pressurizes people you know? they start being all paranoid and controll-y and shit. and their trust starts to waver. i noticed. that this always happens. dating period: perfect,everything smooth. the moment they are ready to commit: BAM everything goes wrong,its like we try too hard you know. just because of status. and its not even a legal bond. think u guys, do u see where im coming from here?

i guess i'll cop myself a whole bunch of jeans and tshirts because thats all i will be wearing now.