hallo i got new favourite phrase. *tweet tweet* hais im so sad.....sometimes i think im not good enuf for bf especially in the state that i am in now, so many penyakit. down in the dumps:( and then just now i was under bf block then got this pretty girl and all the boys that i was sitting with was like damn girllll and i was like... girl fuck off la..-.- but that girl pretty la and looks one of a kind, she shaved the side of her hair and she got tattoo on her arm not the minarep kind but the hot2 dope2 kind of tattoo mcm kat tumblr gitu. so i feel all jealous and all then he was looking at her all and i was like..w.a.l.a.n. i know la look only but still e way he look at her make me feel like so...haish nvm. and at the moment i feel like going up addy house, take his shaver and shave my hair off like that girl lol im just kidding but seriuzly i feel damn down until now. haish sumpah sedih
and yes this is my low self esteem moments...u_u it seriously eats into me sometimes to the point that it can ruin my whole day + i will keep thinking abt it u know i cant help this u know,even i myself cant stand it, how easily affected i am gosh i can be so emo plus wayang and these kind of things urgh i hate it, now i want to cry plszzz
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